I Just Wanna
Did you think I was going to say DANCE? Yeah that too.. But I do.. I just wanna win. A little bit..nothing crazy. I haven’t had the time to really sweep (short for enter sweepstakes) much in the past few months and I’m not going to lie- I miss it. Not just the winning but the anticipation, is this going to be my lucky day? How many times am I going to win today? Is that person on the other end of the line about to tell me I won some money? Do I really need to enter to win that? All questions that I could have asked myself when I was an active sweeper. These days I ask myself, did I forget to do something??
I’m busy with the family and with the blogs I work on, but I must take back some time for me. Yeah I should totally take time to workout and eat right as well.. I don’t want to be a slave to the computer like I have been the past few months and trust me I can tell it’s done a number on me. I need “ME” back.
This summer that is going to be my goal. I want to be able to find a happy balance within it all and be happy and maybe throw in a win and def loose this weight I’ve been carrying around. Thanks to Shaklee180 I have lost a total of 8 pounds. It’s not much and not at all what I hoped for, but it’s helped me realize that I do need to do more for myself, because I know by doing that everything else will fall into place. “If Mama Aint Happy, Nobody’s Happy,” this is so true. It’s weird that it took me awhile to have my “AHA moment.” I have to be happy with me, I need “Me” back.
My husband calls me the “Official Fun Coordinator” (it says so on my business card too! OFFICIAL! LOL) Don’t get me wrong I’m not depriving my family of fun, absolutely not. The show must go on and my family will have fun! LOL But I think what I’m trying to say is that mommy hasn’t been having as much fun as she should be. Oh and by the way- this is an inner self conflict.. nothing to do with family or relationship.. don’t get it twisted ya’ll. 😉 I have an amazing life and am very blessed.
So I do, Just Wanna WIN, but I wanna win in a different way and I totally am. It’s in me and it just needed a nudge- Wake up in there, b- it’s time to WIN! This is happening ya’ll and everything will fall into place, drop some more lbs and get a few prizes rolling in. Yeah it totally went back to the prizes.. I can’t help it! I love it! LOL